You know how I can be confident one time and the very next moment be in a state of panic...
I was in this state of nirvana abt my attachment, the ending and my grade for sometime but then today all my fears, anxieties and iniquities came rushing back. I keep thinking to myself: Is the effort all worth it? I know I keep telling myself that its not just the grades, it's what I've learnt and all (and I agree!) but then wouldn't it be a bit stupid if they r not congruent? Esp when you have learnt a lot after putting in so much effort...plus ppl elsewhere don't really do stuff related to social work or don't clock in as much hours?
I came back from work exhausted and with a runny nose. Went to sleep. Woke up again at 0230. Here I am, trying to finish off work. Is it worth it? Is it worth it.
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