Hibernating...

Hi all,

I'll be hibernating now. Seeya all on the 31st of March! Requesting lots of prayers. God bless one n all.

Oh if you guys are free, help me do my johari & nohari window. Esp the nohari (don't have to leave a name) :)

*thesis red-alert*

Sigh. I had the worst supervision session thus far since I started work on my thesis. And about 3 weeks away from the submission, I'm suddenly told that the chapter I just handed up is a 'B-' standard. Fuck. That's 3 grades below what I need to get. Suddenly I'm brought back to my SW1101 days when I got a B- for my term paper. Is the end gonna be like the beginning? Sigh. I was almost in tears man. I was under the delusion that everything's fine. I will be ok. No problem. But I really thank God for my sup la, otherwise I'll still be in lala land. At least now I know. Suddenly I don't feel good anymore. I feel as if I can't write the damn thesis - something I've wanted to do since yr1. And after three chapters, I feel as if I can't go on. Well, I can actually, but it won't be quality work. I don't know if I can. I don't know if I can. I don't know what to do. Everything hinges on this academic exercise. Sigh. Too much hinges on this. Too much.

1st disappointment of 2006

Hit the first hitch today, rather unexpectedly because I was only expecting a reply in April. Was grateful that NGT was the one who delivered it to me. I guess it was too good to be true to begin with and what a dream it would have been if it had come true. But alas, wake up and smell the coffee. Stupid "minis-tree". Oh well, when one door slams in your face, another will open. But the disappointment still creeps in and I will recover from this.

I will.