I don't know why but there's this overwhelming sadness that is enveloping me. I can't shake it off. There's this deep ache in my heart. I can't rationalise it. Possible reasons...
1. The gloomy weather
2. 2nd tuition with student most prob gonna fail his oral tomolo (pls pray for him ya?)
3. Realising I had NO one to share good news with. It was not enough telling my parents. I told a grand total of two people but I still feel that it's different. Have I been so isolated that I really don't have anyone to share stuff with?
4. My attachment is ending (I seriously doubt it, the essay will keep me occupied)
5. Realising that I won't have a break after my attachment with SP comm, 10-page essay, evaluation on fri, Matri Fair, etc.
6. No reason
Somehow I choose the 6th. I don't think there is a reason or maybe its lying hidden in my unconscious, only to be awakened by free association and what not bull-shit psychoanalysis. Sorry, I'm not from that sch of thot.
Although I won't have time, I hope to be able to meet up with some friends before sch starts again. Will have to prioritise. CIao~ May this sadness dissipitate.
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hey... monkey sis here... I get wat u mean by no.6 no reason. same happenin mcuh abt here. u take care, hang on, go read sum bible verses? pray.. tell God hw ure feelin, offer it up 2 God... in time, ull feel lighter, joyful + happier again. meanwhile, im jus an sms/call away... love ya loads =)*
heyhey thanks monkey sis...sorry for not being able to meet up this hols...luckily we both r in FOC comm...we shd meet up b4 sch starts...u tc ya? God bless...
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