I really wish I was less of a feeling person. But there are probably some things about myself I cant change. I can learn to control my temper but how do you start to control your emotions esp since so much of it comes naturally?
to be honest I still dont feel like praying...I only pray when I have to i.e. when the ppl ard me pray. Its like a cold war with God...sigh
I have some people to thank though...in no particular order...
MarkC: For being there with me on fri when I felt tt I didnt want to go on anymore...for listening for being with me and for still being my gd fren after all these yrs...
Ahbao: For always being my 'brain' and being with me when I go thru trials...for encouraging me in my work and being such a gd fren...
MarkG: For waking me up and sharing stuff with me...I thank you my fren...it's touching...
Darryl: Dude...u have been good company esp during times when I didnt want anyone else ard...thanks for being there n sharing...
CGLC partner: thanks for inspiring me with ur Godliness and service n the gift of joy u bring...
Fr Fred: Your words of wisdom and for all the advice n support...
55th Exco7: for the singing of songs n prayer on Sunday...love u guys lots...
Kayno: For being u n my forever fren..."mini-me, you complete me"...
CG members: for being my spiritual support n knowing some of u guys r there for me...
My little angel: for the numerous smses, encouragements and just being there for me...i'm really glad to have known u...
I'm sorry if I've left out anyone...its late and my mind cant think too thoroughly...
Even as my heart bleeds,
I know it will heal,
time is all it needs,
until then I will conceal,
all the pain that I feel,
with smiles on my face,
lame jokes to boot,
so that none may see,
the Broken Nick.
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It seems that all is bleak and dark,
Concealed thoughts and controlled emotions,
why do we always have to act in this way?
But we've got to let the dark clouds out of our hearts,
N allow sunlight in instead.
I believe in angels.
And the HE who will be ready to give u a big hug.
Fret not, brown bear...
a little angel is praying for u right now...
Dear God,
I pray that u can give nick a big, warm hug now. And send little angels to protect and love him.
Can u feel it now?
You're really my sweet little angel... *hugz* c",)
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