De-commissioned

Ppl tell me u dont get de-commissioned! but ships do! those in the navy will know.
Anyway yest the 56th exco got commissioned and it was great. You know how u think tt certain things will happen n they dont? well I really thot i would cry yest but i didnt. Just felt peace.
went Tango's with exco7 -kester last night.
I had:
1 bottle Stella Artois
1 Graveyard
1 bottle Corona
1 half-pint Kilkenny
1 Tequilla Pop
1 can Kilkenny
Of cos I also 'stole' a bit of Ian's graveyard, Ina's Spore Sling etc. The secret is not in how much you drink but the speed at which u drink (esp so with graveyard...girls pls dont try it).
I just wanted to drink to forget. But forget I cannot.
I had great company though. And a big big thank you to Ernie, Jules n Ina...for taking care of me...hearing me out...comforting me...n sending me home!
You know I just didnt want to go home last night...when I reached my void deck I puked (again) then sat myself down on a bench at the play ground to collect myself. I woke up abt half an hour later and went up, fully sober but spent. No hangover this morning. Just gratefullness for what I have.