Day

Woke up grumpy...irritated...rude to dad n bro...then went arts corner doing my own work...then Ser came along. Ser is this girl, another one of those who like to make use of me and whom I had gotten to know in NUS...the first thing she said to me was,"Nick I thot you were gonna tell me more about Catholicism?!?" I didnt know how to react, what to say. In the end while she studied for her test I wrote her a postcard...which I found out later, she left at the corner.
I realised that this sem is the first sem in my NUS life tt I have stopped reaching out to ppl...I guess I have been so absorbed with myself my own issues that others dont bother mean anything to me anymore?? Sigh.
Went for my GEK1036 lesson (only one I really look forward to attending)...some gd news at least...my Research Proposal was put up on IVLE as one of the models...but its only 10% n like Dr Deng himself said, we can still screw it up. I hope to carry on the gd (or lucky) work...Lit Review due this coming week.
Went to Sci Lab for my Gen Bio assignment...went with this other girl...I usu address her as "the girl who likes to make use of me"...this one is more extreme, the demands can be quite unreasonable sometimes...so much so its amazing...was quite disappointed tt ahbao couldnt go with me too...so just went with this girl...was quite cold towards her...even asked her to "leave first if she wanted" cos I was too absorbed with the fruit flies.
K here's about the fruit flies, Drosophila melanogaster, that we got to look at thru microscopes...quite fun! the flies are alive but kinda anesthetised with "flyNap". Then quite funny when this China girl beside me kinda screamed cos though the flies were sleeping, you can see them move under the microscope. hahahaha...sorry in my mean mood...but playing with the microscope kinda reminded me of the days when I was so interested in sci I really thought I was gonna be a scientist working in a lab all day. To prove this I still have my Edu-Sci Microscope (somewhere in the storeroom)...I really loved looking at all the specimies (arg I can't freaking spell!!!) under the microscope. I also realised that my hands shake too much to be able to shift the flies gently from one side to the other. We learned how to distinguish the males from the females. heh...apparently the easiest way (to me) is just to look at the abdomen...the males have this more rounded and blackish abdomen near the posterior end. Then the cool part was looking at the mutated flies, vestigial wing mutants. These flies had a gene modified and the result is super small wings which means they can't fly! Ironic how they are still called flies eh? Then the last mutant flies that we saw had multiple mutations, they had like white compound eyes, small wings and forked-bristles...heh real cool! but a little unethical? I dont know.
then headed down to town...got a little card n poster for e-Nel b4 heading home.
A little story abt e-Nel...she is like the first gal I had a major crush on in NUS? I think so lah...up to today I still think that she is the most 'attractive' gal ard (k ahbao...iliep and aniger also k ;) she looked gd today lah in her Green Zara top...White Zara mini-skirt...n make-up. heh. but the party was kinda awkward for me lah cos I like didnt really know anyone else...just went cos when I wanted to backup...Dan said tt she wished I could be there too...so there I was. Luckily Cher was gd enuff to entertain me lah...but for most of time I like had to daydream...heh...then watched my 1st episode of Spore Idol...such a crap show...kelong one. but had a nice walk alone out from Aloha Loyang to Aranda there to take bus.
So here I m now...been rather mean recently...irritable...hope I get better soon...if only this were PMS...then I know it would end.