There have been so many things tt happened including exco AGM last fri but after sharing with my CG today...I dont feel like blogging abt it again...overall it was good and I felt God helping n guiding me as I did my sharing and throughout the whole AGM process...
a gd fren of mine used this analogy before and I guess I could in a way use it to describe my present state...I have NO one else to blame but myself for choosing to continually bang myself against this wall...I dont know why...it hurts I guess but I just feel too much for this wall to want to stop? for me now I will just continue to bang against this wall...to be fair to this wall...it's def not its fault...I chose to do this...but deep inside I guess I wish it would crumble so that I could get to the other side. I guess the timing is all wrong. Or is it me. I dont know. For now I will continue to do it...how long i will last i dont know but i guess i shd at least try...or rather be there for this wall cos I think it is worth it...I hope the pain stops though.
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