A More +ve Outlook...

Inspired by what someone said on her blog, I shall try to change my blog to be more +ve and less dark...hence the new look...(also couldnt find a nicer one from blogspot...) So I will attempt to share with u guys certain memories in my life thus far lah...prob the interesting or happy ones...like this person said...it will be a happy day if u want it to be!!

My First Crush...(hee hee)...

I rem my first crush was someone in my group during my confirmation camp in 1994 when I was in sec2. She shall be known as C, least someone knows her. Anyway, got to know her and all during the camp and was just attracted lah. It's like prior to that all I could be bothered with girls and would rather play soccer, study, hang out, and do band stuff...till the camp. Never saw her b4 till the camp...prob cos she was in the sat classes...anyway being the cowardly me on the last day, all I managed to get was her address!! (Hey tt already took me a lot of courage lei! somemore if u had seen the hairstyle I had at tt time!! almost as bad as kessy! ;)
So I decided to write her a letter...the exact contents of which fail my memory, though I rem asking her out for a movie...but the best part is my fren, Gerald, and myself decided it was best if we delivered it personally...heh...so we went down to Lor Ah Soo to hand the letter to her...but u see we didnt dare to ring the doorbell so we were walking up and down her door (it was on the ground floor) until her grandmother came out to presumably check on us! haha we left the letter in her mailbox in the end. She actually wrote a reply to me (I was really stunned by this)...I still have the letter...(rem thinking her handwriting was damn nice - our subjective lens probably)...she said she wouldnt mind catching a movie at Lido or something on a particular date...but by the time I got the letter it was like a day away or something and Gerald and myself decided in the end that it was too late to get a reply for her and in the end...we didnt meet up or anything. Somehow I didnt carry on the correspondence.
It was exciting while it lasted. Anyway, the next time I saw her was actually on 156 when I was in NJ...I was sitting in my seat stoning when I noticed this CJ gal looking in my direction (she was sitting on those seats which face everyone in the bus)...then i realised it was C! haha and I was so damn sure she was telling her bf abt me! arg! so embarrassing! ya then since then saw her a few times at St Francis Xavier Church too...
haha k tt's all for now...feel young recalling this...k more next time...ciao~ c",)

*oh ya and I just remembered....Keenan, Sharon, Gary, Carol were all from the same camp and I didnt even rem seeing a single one of them!!! haha hope u guys dont know who I m talking about...heh...*