Thursday, July 29, 2004

Full day...

The morning was spent on the phone and I really enjoyed our conversation. I really hardly use the telephone but it feels good to be able to talk to someone for such a long time. :) As i would have it...since I slept at 3+am...waking up was a nightmare and I only managed to reach matri fair at abt 10+am which wasn't that bad. Realised that today was much harder cos most of the Soc ppl were china or indian nationals. The overall response for sci/soc was quite good though. I also found out how funny Aloy can be...heh. Had lunch with the sci ppl at Macs but I didn't feel like eating the food there so survived on my bread n a teh. I have decided that I will not eat unless I feel hungry and I'm trying to control my diet a bit...esp since it is my mum who keeps saying I m fat and that she prefers my size when I was in the army. Anyway I usu don't let others make me feel this way but I do want to lose weight too. And of cos I must think of my IPPT which I would never clear weighing what I do now.
Anyway...tt aside I went home then waited for the car b4 heading down to Aranda to join the arts ppl for the chalet...wasn't gonna stay overnight...kicked the ball ard with Greg and later with Benjy...was really hoping to have a game which I eventually had. It was a gd game...full of incidents...(haha...sorry karen)...but in the end karen, wayne n benjy triumped over myself, nat n alp. At least i got on the scoresheet with a lovely move where alp passed to nat who crossed for me to tap in. heh. :) Went home after sending Bern n Julian home, n grabbing a teh-si bing along the way.
I guess the MAIN thing that came out of the short time I was at the chalet is that I finally agreed to step forward to serve as a CGLC this coming year. I had been thinking about it for quite some time and initially I was pretty certain I didn't want to do it. However, I also told wayne tt I would keep that option open. I started thinking about it recently again and I was more confident that I would serve but today the uncertainty mounted after I accepted it. I like Keenan a lot and I know his good intentions but I feel that my joining him would actually be a liaibility to the CGLs. I don't know. It must be my low SE n lack of confidence in my own ability which most ppl seem to have but I lack. I don't know how things will turn out (it usu turns out fine) but I think I shd just be a good intrument and serve. Afterall, He has given me so much...cup runneth over...I should at least be grateful. :) And I know that there will be frens with me in this. May this coming academic year be as fruitful as the last.

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