Sunday, August 03, 2008

Love is the answer?

Nope. Love isnt the answer. Not to everything.

jus heard the song on the radio whilst driving back and ended up breaking down pretty bad. i guess what angie asked had truth in it - are u doing all these to escape?

there was a time when i truely believed in that song - love is the answer. and idealistic as it may sound, i believed back then, that love could overcome everything.

apparently not.

*sigh*

I really don't know how I'm gonna love or trust another girl again.

I saw her on Fri, totally unexpected and she kinda ignored me though I said hi. *sigh* i was trembling and all after that. I guess the feelings are still raw.

*sigh*

my stomach hurts. damnit! gonna try to zzZ now...

hope love is the ans for you. i know it aint for me. it jus hurts too much.

nitez...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

so strange, this morning i had the urge to go through my friends blogs to check up on them, something i havent done in many months.

i hope u're feeling ok now?
coupla thoughts i have while reading ur post...
love as a feeling is never enough. thats one thing i've learnt and it's one thing that i thnk not enough people think about. maybe share more with u in person next time. dont want to ramble like a maniac here.

also, one thing i've been thinking of recently.. i've been looking for answers myself for a long time now and i have found none. my brother said to me a few days back 'i dont have the answers'. the statement seemed to suggest to me that he was okay with the state of not knowing, whereas me saying 'im looking for answers' suggested the restlessness and lack of acceptance. perhaps what i need to do is just stop and accept things the way they are. im currently rejecting acceptance, along with people or things saying 'love is the answer'. im trying not to think too much and im hoping that over time the wall breaks down. i hope the same goes for u.

lastly. i think u'll be okay. its just a matter of time really. doesnt matter if u dont have any faith in the situation right now, u dont have to cos we're all keeping the faith for u.
angie

pilgrim said...

*hugs*