Sunday, November 06, 2005
And so it ends...
As with all the things in my life that I treasure and the times that I enjoy, the ending is always anti-climatic. It didn't end off with the bang that I expected or with the photo-taking session that I was hoping would immortalise the moment. Nope, none of it. But nonetheless I got to take a few pics and I will get to see them all next Sat (I hope everyone comes). Someone said she already miss me, and I guess I already miss all of them too. I don't know how I will fill this emptiness. You know how it is when your heart gets filled with love and then it's kinda taken away? Like a death of a loved one? I don't know if it's the cynicism in me but it has happened before and it will happen again. Can you remember a good friend whom you were so close to that you felt time would do nothing to ravage the friendship, yet now this friends seems more a distant memory than a reality? Ya, tt's about it. Oh well, I'm trying to change and focus on the good things that has happened...these wonderful gems that have come into my life. The ups as well as the downs. They kinda made my life worth it this year, especially during the darkest time for me this year when it seemed meaningless to even carry on. I love them.
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Well Nick..I like to think that Time is a wonderful asset. It forces you to look at things from a different perspective and treasure things that you otherwise didn't. Many things fade away with time, and yet, there are some brilliant relationships, which just seem to grow stronger and stronger..and only something Marvelous like the passing of time can show you that it is such relationships at the end of the day that truly matter! :)
hey Wati...nice of you to drop by...yupz i guess so...those who are resist the test of time are the brilliant ones...don't know why but that doesn't seem to comfort me when I'm in it. When I look back it's normally fine...k seeya on Sat man...mug hard! :)
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